Urge to Write

Do you ever get that feeling of just wanting to write as much as you can, that urge to write? To put every thought, every emotion, into a paragraph? That is currently me right now. In High School I used to love to constantly write. 99.99% about love. During English I once wrote an awesome story that the teacher loved. I also wrote a poem that was influenced listening to Lorde’s song Royals, weird huh?

Thinking back, I wish I had kept a backed up version of my poems as I know there was over 20 of them. My last post was of one that I miraculously emailed to my self, smart move by me. This was probably because it was one of my last poems I did write, and you guessed it, it was about heartbreak.

I really want to get back in to writing poems, seeing as i am on University break and all. That feeling you get when the words just keep flowing and when you finally finish your poem, is unexplainable. You’ve created a masterpiece from within. I think to make this happen I should try write 1 poem every couple of months or so. I know that putting a time frame on writing, poems especially, is a hard task. Mostly because I write from experiences and what happens to me. Nothing can be rushed, feelings and emotions just can’t  be made up on the spot, they need to come to me effortlessly.

Wish me luck, yours truly, colour me clueless xx



50 Questions

Hey everyone so I thought I would do something a little different and answer 50 random questions for you to get to know me better :) I challenge each one of you do copy this and do the same thing, it could be fun :)

1. Are you a morning or night person? Morning.
2. Which do you prefer, sweet or salty foods? Sweet.
3. Ninjas or pirates? Ninjas.
4. Who would you /hate/ spending a day alone with? Why? Donald Trump, reason is obvious.
5. Auto bots or Decepticons? Auto bot.
6. What was your favorite childhood television program? Sabrina the Teenage Witch.
7. Are you a collector of anything? What? Shells, because they are beautiful and meaningful memories.
8. If you could be any animal, what would you be? Cat, eat and sleep all day. Who wouldn’t want that? haha.
9. If you could have any superpower, what would it be? To be immortal.
10. What is usually your first thought when you wake up? Social Media.
11. What do you usually think about right before falling asleep? Every single thing that I need to get done.
12. What’s your favorite color? Yellow.
13. What’s your favorite animal? Cats.
14. Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets? Yes.
15. Do you believe in ghosts? No.
16. Ever been addicted to a video/computer game? Which one(s)? Not really, more phone apps.
17. You’re given 1 million dollars, what do you spend it on? A holiday overseas.
18. Have any bad habits? Biting nails, swaying randomly, clicking bones.
19. Which bad habits, if any, drive you crazy? Pen tapping.
20. List 3 of your best personality traits: Caring, compassionate, friendly.
21. List 3 of your worst personality traits: Shy, reserved, un social.
22. Have any celebrity crushes? Dan carter.
23. List 1thing you wish you could change about yourself: Confidence.
24. Any tattoos or piercings? Describe! None.
25. What’s the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? Eyes.
26. What personality traits do you look for in a partner? Compassionate, funny, caring.
27. What personality traits do you dislike in a partner? Not being honest.
28.   Do you see yourself getting married in the next 5 years? Maybe engaged.
29. Are you mostly a clean or messy person? A bit of both.
30. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? Somewhere quiet, but beautiful.
31. If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would you go? Italy.
32. List 5 goals on your life’s to-do list: Finish university, get a job I love, have money, have a awesome family, be stress free.
33. Name 1 regret you have: Not trying hard enough at university.
34. Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid: Not having a care or worry in the world.
35. Name 1 thing you love about being an adult: Independence.
36. What’s your favorite song of the moment? Demi Lovato – Body Say.
37. What’s your favorite song of all time? Don’t have one.
38. What’s your favorite thing to do on a Saturday night? Watch TV programmes, eat and hang out with my boyfriend.
39. What’s your favorite thing to do on a Sunday afternoon? Same as above.
40. Have any hidden talents? Photography, maybe writing.
41. You’re about to walk the green mile, what do you have as your last meal? Pizza.
42. What would be your dream job? Zookeeper or Social Media Marketer.
43. Which would you rather have, 100 million dollars or true love? Love.
44. If you could have 3 wishes granted, what would they be? To become rich, to have no stress or anxiety and finally to be with my boyfriend forever.
45. Ever wish you were born the opposite sex? If so, why? No.
46. Name 1 thing not many people know about you: I blog.
47. If you HAD to change your name, what would you change it to? Evangeline, I just really like that name.
48. Do you believe in the afterlife? No.
49. On the topic of politics, how do you feel about cookies? Cookies are amazing.
50. Say an answer to an unasked question (without telling us the question!). Trampoline.


School’s out!

Hey everyone.

So it really has been a while since I have posted on here, hey? Well, as you can guess from the photo University is on break until the end of February which means it is time for a well deserved break. I was actually enrolled for summer school again this year but decided that, on a last minute whim, that I would give it a miss. The main reason for this was that I noticed a common factor in regards to my migraines was where I was living for the past 2 years during study. I would go away for a couple of weeks at a time and the migraines would not happen and then the first day back at the flat, wham! migraine. Besides this I think I really just needed a break from study as it is intense.

University break also means that summer is just over 1 month away, I am so excited! Well, I have a love hate relationship with summer. The warmth and tans are nice but I hate over heating so I will definatley need to get used to it as the heat is already starting to get to me mid November. Hello fan!

I am also very excited to pick my camera up again, it has been a long time coming. I am visiting the farm for just over 1 month, and the farm makes for very awesome photos, I have already taken a few and it has only been just over a day! Make sure to check out my photography Instagram because I will be posting any photos that I feel are awesome on there :) Taking photos and seeing the final result just makes me so happy and at peace.

Also, even though summer is meant to equal relaxation, that is not quite the case with me. I am stressing out about moving my things out of where I was currently staying (I have a lot of things) because I literally have no where to put them. I think the most logical thing is to put them into storage but that will cost, on top of the rent I am already paying. Ahh why do things like this need to be stressful?? It should all work out in the end, which is the main thing, just got to keep on smiling!

Anyway, time to go, sleep is on the schedule as it is quite late. Hope everyone is well and that you enjoyed this little catch up piece, I enjoyed writing it :)

Yours Truly, Colour Me Clueless xx




Hey everyone,

Those that have instagram (probably everyone :P) could you please head over to my instagram and check it out, it would mean alot! :)

I just love taking photos of flowers & roses are beautiful. #nature #flowers #rose #canon #photography #photographylife #beautiful

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Yours truly, colour me clueless xx

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Hey everyone!

I have just made an instagram for my photography and It would mean alot if you who have instagram gave me a follow. :) I’m just starting out so there is not many photos yet but keep an eye out as I will be adding more and more as time goes on :)


Yours truly, Colour Me Clueless xx


Kiwi Youtuber Appreciation

Hey everyone!

Sorry it has been a super long time since I last posted something in depth. University has been crazy, especially lately with exams coming up.

Recently I have been feeling not so great with my health, buying all the ‘bad’ food while shopping and getting pizza a little too often. This has done bad things to my body which I need to sort out haha.

Last year I came across a youtuber that specialised in health and fitness. What was even better was that she was New Zealand based, something that is rare here. What was even cooler than that is that she actually went to the same university as I am currently attending and I saw her around a couple times, so cool! (too shy to say anything though).

This youtuber that I talk about is Anjuli Mack. She is very laid back and so are her videos. I love her channel as she has a variety of content such as travel, health, fitness, food etc. She is very informative and it feels as if she is your friend. I think that each one of you should check her out and subscribe to her because she deserves much more subscribers than she currently has. I’m especially talking about the current Kiwi’s who read my blog, go subscribe now! :P

In all seriousness she is an awesome health and fitness youtuber who covers a lot of bases. Go find out for yourselves, here is her youtube link:


Yours truly, Colour Me Clueless xx



New Zealand All Blacks captain Richie McCaw, Conrad Smith and Ma'a Nonu perform the haka with their teammates before their first rugby union test match against England at Eden Park in Auckland...New Zealand All Blacks captain Richie McCaw (L), Conrad Smith (2nd R) and Ma'a Nonu perform the haka with their teammates before their first rugby union test match against England at Eden Park in Auckland June 7, 2014.  REUTERS/Nigel Marple (NEW ZEALAND - Tags: SPORT RUGBY)

Rugby World Cup 2015 Final!

We won! So proud to be a kiwi :) First team to get the cup three times and also first team to win the RWC back to back! You did good All Blacks, you did good ♡

I am a proud kiwi right here! We have made it into the Rugby World Cup 2015 Final with a score of 18-20, that was a very intense game. I am so tired though as the game was on at 4am NZST, so I haven’t been to bed yet and it is already 6.40am NZST…opps haha but it was definitely worth it, bring on next week!

Yours Truly, Colour Me Clueless xx



Hey Everyone!

Is anyone feeling like this lately? I know I am! It’s near the end of study week which means that exams are getting closer and closer. Also, I am surviving off my weekly loan/allowance which means I have had to eat the worst, oily, fattening mega unhealthy foods. Another reason is because it’s fast and easy. Because of this I have felt so sluggish it is getting unbearable! Any idea of yummy but healthy foods that I could go out and buy? I feel like I need a juicer but aint no student got the money for that. I really need to start saving my money so that I can buy healthier options for meals. One thing that really annoys me is that healthy foods these days are way more expensive than any unhealthy foods, especially in the ‘buying bulk’ sense. I just don’t want to feel this way, I feel dirty and grose.

On a side note, I just found a cockroach in my bathroom, I saw it on the ceiling from the mirror reflection. It scared me so much! The house/area I live in gets so many of them that I should be used to them by now but I don’t think I could ever get used to them if I’m being honest. I tried to catch it but that failed as they love to run fast which in turn makes me run fast haha. My room is right opposite the bathroom so I gave up catching it and I have put a towel under the gap in my bedroom door so it can’t find its way into my room to attack me in my sleep, I swear they are trying to kill me haha.

That’s all for now, I hope everyone has an awesome day/night.

Yours Truly, Colour Me Clueless xx


Exam Time!

Hey everyone!

I hope you have all been well, it’s been a little while since my last post which I’m very sorry about. Right now I am smack bang in the middle of study week which means yes, exams start next week! It’s so stressful, I think a bunch of you will have done an exam in your lifetime and know what I am talking about. I really wish that all my papers were internally assessed, I do so well internally but then do really bad in exams. I feel like this is the same for everyone, whether you are the same as I am or the other way around. I really do envy anyone who is both awesome at internals and externals. If you have any tips or tricks to acing exams please comment them haha it would be much appreciated!

I have been so tired this past week, maybe this is because of the stress. It is a really bad time to be falling asleep for the whole day because I need to spend every hour I can studying! With my degree, you have to get at least 40% of the marks internally and get at least 40% in the exam or you fail the entire paper. I have been doing really well internally so I hope I don’t mess things up in the actual exams.

On a side note, what do you think of YouTube? Do any of you fellow bloggers have a channel? My boyfriend is saying I should start one up but I am way to shy to put myself out there like that and it seems like a lot of hard work. I have thought about doing it before but yeah, I’m not too convinced! Feel free to post in the comments if you do have a channel, I would be interested in checking all of them out :)

That’s all for now, I hope you all have an awesome rest of the week!

Yours Truly, Colour Me Clueless xx